30th
a second of self-loathing followed by another of guilt.
From: Milena
Subject: i need you to…
Date: July 30, 2008 9:45:05 PM EDT (CA)
To: Kathy
fucking make me work out when i get back. for real. i just tried on a pair of shorts i bought before leaving and they’re a bit tighter. all my pigging out has sure made me happy, but i need to get back to where i used to be. and i know you like to run, so make me do it too. at least until eduardo gets to campus, bc then he’ll take over. i love it when he pushes me really hard.
my dad brought me my favorite pizza. it’s huge, thin, loads of tomato sauce and topped with chorizo. fucking yummy. i’d take some if I could.
feeling like a pig,
-milena
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From: Milena
Subject: …
Date: July 30, 2008 9:49:10 PM EDT (CA)
To: Kathy
i take that back. i’m not a pig. i’m more beautiful now, because there’s more of me.
but seriously, make me get off my ass and do something.
-milena
